The preacher preached today,

Today the preacher preached,
He talked about death.
How bad it can be,
And how good it can be especially when one dies in Christ.
And he made me think of dying.
Yes!
Dying – in Christ.
But it still scares me to die though,
I think I don’t like the way people breakdown in funerals.
I don’t want people to feel the same way I felt,
When my grandma died.
Even though she died in Christ,
Her death doesn’t make me feel good.
I stood by the graveyard and lots of questions struck me.
“Is death good, because it seems to call people and they never come back?”
“Do the dead like flowers or is it the livings’ idea to need them in funerals?”
“Where do people actually go to when they die?”
And if there’s an answer to that question,
“Did someone die to confirm it or is it a belief?”

I am not sure what to say about death.
But what I know is,
Even though my pastor says sometimes death is God’s will.
Very few of us accept the will.

The preacher also talked about life,
Sometimes it’s short,
Very unpredictable,
And funny enough,-
Sometimes life even makes us prefer death.
The preacher also said of how bad life can be – especially if one makes wrong choices.
Mistakes,
I have made more mistakes from the sentiment,
“Life is too short.”
Am therefore not sure I want to make any more mistakes in life.
But as much as we sometimes make wrong choices and life becomes hard life,
It only becomes late when we die before making amends on the wrong choices.
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