You know that  sick feeling when you can actually feel the pain in your chest  from remembering something that  really breaks your heart. That moment a thought flashes your mind and you totally lose your appetite. And just to get over it you tell yourself,

“You’re going to ace your finals, you’re going to be on summer break, you’re gonna  be okay, Don’t sweat the small things”

Well I know It has taken you  to get over the pain. Confidence was lost. Trust was broken and the flexibility to open up to anyone else was drowned. Maybe its fate. But what if this same fate was mistaken? What if time has to be reversed would things be the same? Maybe Yes maybe No.

The soul is tired and dying. Tired of fighting for souls that wouldn’t be willing to do the same, Dying from the anxiousness and despair. I  know for as long as you can remember it’s all unfair. Unfair how expectations are trashed into the same dustbin of humiliation. Does it hurt to trash? I mean trash  affection into the same bin of hopelessness? Maybe it’s OK with them but I know  even if your pride rose twice as much, you wouldn’t make them feel your pain. And the reason is your HEART. Anyway who knows. Matters of the heart can never be complicated enough. Someday things will make perfect sense to you.

But before you think of someday. The truth is one day you’ll be so happy. So happier. You will get to a point of asking.

“Why wasn’t I patient in this life?”

Your lost friends will be back.The love that was buried will be unveiled. Affection will be real. Your whispers will be loud enough. Your pain will mean a lot to someone. A new dawn will be real. It will be a fulfillment of all your desires.

So say this to yourself today:

Please dear heart when you feel like things ain’t in place, when you feel like you can’t withstand it all. Please hold on a little longer before withering.

Don’t try to  tire or die.

Cheer up♥

Xoxo