Dear mine,
Many years together,few months of ups and down. The promised sweet days of a happy future together. A Love that I’ve never met before. The sensation you caused to me is exceptional. How your deep laughter drove me crazy and how you shifted positions just to escape my stares at you. You gave me the kind of craziness I’ve never had. I mean I’ve loved before(sorry to use my past) but the mystery was exceptional indeed.
Everything happened in a flash, first how I met you and had questions of trying to juggle up whether you were single or not. Then do you remember my hood and how all that grew slowly by slowly. How everyone had the notion that am too quite (which is true) and you were more than quite. The days you would just come in all quite, sit, listen and leave. I would look at you with so much fear. And always had this notion
“wow! She’s pretty and a good heart but how do I fit in?”
You know how that feels don’t you? Then do you remember the day I came to say hi and we had to leave together? The feeling of sitting in the same sit. Felt like we had sparks between the cushions. Not to forget how you had to bend a bit while walking besides me because you’re taller.And I was your photographer and that crazy name that I’d never want to disclose to anyone.The late night adventures and that secret place we would stand. It felt as if the world was all ours.
You said you never wanted to hear anything about my past, my sad childhood and the survival stories. I bought that and vowed to keep smiles to us. But you always had a way of using it against me. The songs I sent you, funny texting and how my pictures cause butterflies to you. And am still remembering that funny clip you sent till to date I still don’t believe if that was you. Anyway whichever the case. Who questions her majesty?
Everything about us epic as it is, so many special moments. Few of it in my gallery and today am seated here thinking of ‘us’. This sounds like an article doesn’t it? Well trust me it’s already out on my blog and my reader is actually too curious to hear more about us.
Then one day a message came,
“I want us to be happy like our first days, days when we would literally talk about nothing-crazily. Our endless talks”
A message too deep. Too frank because of what we had. I may want to write more of this paragraph but before I get too emotional hear me out. This is a question from me to the flames you have,
“What do you want me to do? What am I supposed to do to make it right?”
I need to stay awake
I need that happiness again because it’s fading out.
Yours loving.
Papitoh
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