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I still remember how she looked straight into my eyes.Boldly blinking severally.It was the same kind of look. Obviously the impression given when one is about to speak out their hearts;Drowsy and shy but with a promising calmness in it.After what i opted to be a sigh into breaking the ice,her hands slithered from my back and slowly rested behind my head.I must say she was so learned in her facial expression and this – was definitely more than i thought.I was scared yeah!Not because something bad could happen- I was beginning to feel insecure.Do you ever get into a stupid tension and yet you know there’s nothing wrong? That’s my case here.Finally she moved closer ,held my right ear and whispered gently;
“JJ i know you are a serious mess,a weirdo and probably a complicated idiot.That doesn’t matter to me.Listen carefully.You are the best beast for me.”
For a few moments i was numb,Everything seemed like a dream until when i felt her tender fingers wipe my tears.She might have had a few long nails but she was carefully not to bruise my face.For the first time i shed tears of sincerity.I personally couldn’t imagine that someone would treasure me that much.It was real.
If am trying to remember when it happened,then i must be joking.Who would try to forget their most memorable days? I can’t. You are a real example of what true love can’t do.Die.
Today here i am pen and paper on my desk.The candle light is fading and it’s wax melting slowly by slowly.I feel i need to write more of that experience buy why?.Maybe memories are haunting me but what i definetly know is that, I won’t forget it any sooner. The hidden fact is that, nothing ever dissapears completely and nothing goes to waste. You didn’t get it clear enough;Things born of the heart never fade.You are never going to be dead to me.
Alive forever.Thank you.
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